Is it too much that I'm asking for? ~~

Maybe I do sound kind of needy right now.

Yesterday was our 1 year and 7th month together. I am not the type of girl who ask for too much, I just don't want you to feel like I'm strangling you. We don't celebrate "monthsary", I don't require gifts and I didn't even ask for your time. I'm afraid I have to admit that I almost forgot about yesterday, too. Maybe because you don't seem to care about that specific date.

But, when I chose to acknowledge yesterday because it was important for me you can't laugh at my face and make a joke about it and show that you don't care. A simple greeting would've helped. Or maybe you can just say "Yes, I remember". But you didn't do anything, you made me freaking upset and you didn't do anything. You even chose to just stay and watch your school program and ignore me. You showed me that I should have nothing to look forward to in this relationship. 

Every month I wait for you to show me that you remember, every month I get disappointed. I thought that at some point in time, you will wake up and realize that you want to make me feel what other girls felt when guys try to make them feel important and special. I don't want a lot anyway, I just want to see that you are paying attention. I just want to know that you never forgot. But, maybe I don't deserve that. Maybe, I'm not worth that kind of effort. Maybe that's too much trouble for you. 

So yet again, I have to compromise. They say "compromise is the key to a mature relationship.". I'm trying, but it will only work if both parties can compromise. I can't carry both of our weights forever.

So, do I sound needy yet?